Hemm...Life changes every minute of everyday. You lose friends. You realize your friend wasn’t ever really your friend and the person you used to hate can make a really good friend. You look for love. You find love. You lose love. You realize all along that you’ve been loved. You laugh.You cry. You laugh so hard and then you cry. You do this, you do that. You really wish you hadn’t done that. You then learn from that and you’re glad that you did. You have your downs. You see good movies. You see bad movies. You wonder if your life is just a big movie. You look at others and wish you were them. You then realize who they are and glad that you’re you.You love life. You hate life. In the end you just find yourself happy to be living life, no matter what’s being thrown at you.
let me tell you something,something that i hate to talk about it. but i think i have to type it down now. before its too late.well.. i keep thinking about this a thousand times. and now i do really want to say it. just because today i see those rain again. those cold water from the sky is falling down on my head again. thank you God. meanwhile, i got the courage from it. and here i am. Hidup ternyata ga semulus yang gw pikirin..
tapi anehnya, gw bahkan ga pernah berfikir bahwa hidup itu mulus..
ow, one more thing,ga pernah terlintas dalam bayangan gw, hidup gw akan melewati jalan seperti ini. jalan yang bahkan gw kira restricted buat gw. dan udah ga pernah gw mimpikan lagi. terakhir gw bermimpi, di saat gw masih seorang gadis kecil yang selalu berfikir tentang happy ending ever after. but after starting that time, 4 years old little girl growing up, she found nothing left.and im fine. well yea, gw memang harus banyak bersyukur. hamba seperti gw, (once more) SEPERTI GW, ternyata masih di beri kebahagiaan sama Allah. waw, namanya juga Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang. no wonder ;)dan mulai sekarang, gw memang ga seharusnya berfikir tentang ketidakmungkinan. karena as long as God want it to be done, its done. dan inilah kemungkinan terbaik yang pernah gw alamin dalam hidup gw. it taste sweet. wanna taste it anyone? nooo, you're not going to taste mine. haha, but of course you can taste your own. one day ;) lo semua cuma butuh IKHLAS aja dengan semua pengorbanan apapun yang pernah lo lakuin dalam hidup. trust me, its worthed for your life one day. it is. =)
